Long vacation can be very boring. It’s relaxing but not so amusing. I’m seeking of an adventure, a good one that is… That really can excites me. I wish to wish for what I really dream of; but in reality wishes are really hard to get. How much commitment you bargain to make it happen, how many doors that you had open; yet it still feels forever.
What I really want to get right now is a miracle. One miracle that can change my future life. Well a good change that is. What I can see right now is i’m getting close to my permanent environment which is working. I sense my work environment will increase my bored-ness if i failed to create a creative and fun environment. I definitely define my future challenge in my work environment to be subjective rather than objective.
I like to describe myself as a “man with uncontrolled desire”. But its such an irony because technically I don’t like to be that person. I desire ambitiously, but sadly I can’t achieve it. I would love to be like certain people who don’t list their dreams, yet they still can be happy or people who do have dreams but in the end they got it.
I really have to say, life these days are more complex. You get older, you invited whole new responsibilities and at some time forward, you wish you could be a teenager again. I guess I;m worn of luck, I have to admit I used to be a very lucky person since I was born till my mid teen. Seriously, at least that’s what I feel about my self before.
Right now, doing observation is still my pleasure with silent prays which lullaby: “I wish I could have what I see from others possession” getting it in a good way :). I still dream for migration, or maybe just temporary migration. If life are easy in United State, I’ll visit it, but this financial crisis still torn-ing down the job economic there. I can imagine Will Smith character in ‘The pursuit of happiness” to be a real situation there right now. Or If life are easier in the UK and Australia then i visit there.. Those countries are still in my top list for unexpected journey. But honestly, with my qualifications and what not I have, I still find it to be just a desire. But that doesn’t stop me dreaming and make plans for the possibility route to reach there.
I seek for a bigger opportunities in my life and I try to get many chances that I could grab too; yet comes failure trying to keep up with my dreams.
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Movies and TV series are my bestfriend. Remember the post I mention about the most anticipating movies 2009 on my post here, well I have watched 5 of the 6 movies.. so I’m left with Harry Porter and half blood prince. Let me rewind back for the 5 movies i watched. (be careful gentle spoiler may be illustrate)
1) The unborn. I don’t like it. Cam Gigandet’s character goes kaput a.k.a dead. Cam Gigandet is my fav. actor from never back down and twilight a villain :)
2) Watchmen. Oh dear too explicit baby! I lost my understanding on the movie.. but able to interpret it at the end.
3) X-men Origin: Wolvering. It was ok, just ok.
4) Star Trek, 2009. LOVE IT! Definitely going to buy it on DVD (Region 1). Comedy, Silliness, Strong Plot.. technologies influence, I just love it!
5) Terminator Salvation. It was worth watching.. but I hate how Marcus have to die; especially dieing because to save someone.. Com’ on his a robot, can you just give him a pack of batteries to make him live for a lifetime.. Its a typical terminator movies, the good robot in the end have to go kaput.
So right now… I feel like to watch ‘Push’ I missed watching it at the cinema, too busy with my attachment at school. I want to watch ‘Monsters vs Aliens’,’17 again’, ‘Night at the Museum 2′ and ‘Angels and Demons’. Good movies are still heading our way.. such as Harry Porter, Surrogates and many more…
For the records, Samantha Who? TV series come to an end after making two seasons.. DAMN IT! I REALLY LOVE THE SERIES!!! ABC read this I LOVE IT!! I love the comedy and romance between Todd and Samantha.. PLEASE BUDGET THEM!! AND CONTINUE THE PRODUCTION!! I’m definitely going to miss them.. I mean the TV series.. I should order the DVDs for full seasons to get the un-aired scene.. Samantha and Todd I’m definitely going to miss you guys.. :( HAHA I can’t believe I just type that.. But its relieving hahaha.
So until then, this is Alid Misli, siging off.
