As usual early dawn, I read news and articles and meeting a headlined stating Michael Jackson died was a misery. Who is him to me? I’m a fan not a fanatic one, but I salute his music, style, dance moves (moonwalk and crotch grab) and his rhythm. It was very entertaining art. I do come across about his accusation, and through that time i never did bother about it, coz i believed the love and care to children by his style is not wrong by law. He remains the King of Pop Forever, some may refer him as Whacko Jacko too (which I do not like to address him with that nick).
Which of his songs does best for me… Many I say. Black and White, Scream, Childhood, Heal the world, Earth Song, We are the world, Thriller, Beat it, Billie Jean, Man in the mirror, The way you make me feel, dirty Diana, Smooth Criminal, They don’t care about us and many more.
I see and I believed he was a great friend to many, a great child care to the lucky kids and a great entertainer for all of us. We will miss you, and Thank you for everything, especially your musics. His sudden death really ‘hit’ me.
I really wish i could go to “This is it” Concert (13 July 2008 to March 6, 2010). But now it’s surely a tribute concert for him. That O2 Arena stage spotlight was supposed to be him.
I also would like to say I’m sorry for the lost of Farrah Fawcett (February 2, 1947 – June 25, 2009) Aged 62 My she rest in peace too.
Posted to a great school. Although stress in doing lesson plan and making teaching aids for SPN21 demands, but I wish to have good quality relationship with senior teachers and Admin. Hopefully all the necessaries materials needed to create my teaching aids are provided freely by infinity (haha). From there I hope I get posted for my in-service to do Early Childhood Education (haha majal)
Steve Jobs (Apple Co-Founder) to be in fully- healthy shape; recovering from his recent liver transplant, last April. Its not usual for you to pray for someone health as you barely know him. But I’ll say “Good prayers deserved to all living things on this planet”. Prayers are one of the cheapest thing do to on this earth, its free! I believe his a good guy, and I’ve been thinking it would be wonderful to meet him face to face, but i acknowledge that would be impossible. I love Apple Inc. Yeah I know “randomness strike!”, but then again I pray for Steve Jobs to be an healthy men again.
H1N1 virus or Swine flu or Pig Flu to become neutral again. It worries people, it worries me.
I hate cold war and to extend it, I hate wars. I wish world will be so peaceful rather than to make your country to be more powerful on this planet and increase their regiment. Seriously I think military objectives is to provide help and protections. So NK, why do you need Nuclear missiles and weapons? Why do you need it so badly? No one will ever want to touch your country too, we are living in the 21st century.. Power and land is way back in the early days, we are more concern on economic, primary resources, education, health and what not. Nuclear weapon, god you want to take over the world and make the rest of the world to be your slave. NK think! US, the NATOs and Russian, Japan and China are against your idea. Someday we all die too, live life to the fullest not live life to kill people. I think lets demolish NK coz without them, it will help to have earth at peace of mind. I think they are seriously unneeded on this planet. I don’t like them.. Let just terminate them! haha
Nil for poverty.
I guess thats all for now.. Amin ya rabal Alamin :)
Oyeah I just want to shout out: Congrats to my ‘beyond great’ friend, where I shared the most inconvenient matters most of the time. Good for him, he produced awesome results! Alhamdulilah. I’m proud of him and hope to see him in late July! His sumwehre in Belfast right now, enjoying his result; haha. Sorry can’t mention his name or he will kill me. Best of luck dude! Sushi soon or what ever we can eat! haha
Thank god, that I’m gifted with a “believe” for myself that I could do things that I think I can do. In short it’s called the power of self-confident. Some may less be fortunate, for they do not acquire these skills; well that’s just what the norms people would say. It’s strange, how you get older you want to do what you think will be right for you, well technically with your own little mind voice called desire.
I never thought I would want to become a teacher in my teen eras, but hey being in this Education fields it feels GOOD! REALLY GOOD! I really don’t want to stop at a Diploma Level (in Primary Education); I wish tu pursue to other areas of Education too. Sport or Physical Education will be great, because as a man, its a natural to have this masculine interest in sports studies (very debatable: women do have strong interest in sports too, hehe); I also would love to take minor Management and Counselling in Education, or English but now, what I think I could empower my education, (after my 4 month of teaching practice at school) is, “I really want to further my studies in Early Childhood Education”.
Yes, you read it correctly; Walid or Alid wish to take ‘Early Childhood Education course somewhere on this earth’. After going through many things in your life, all the sudden you want to do this and that. Its weird but what the heck, life is too short not to get what we want right? Now, that I think that, I wish the degree in Early Childhood Education were still open at Universiti Brunei Darussalam. I’m aware of the next generation course availability at UBD. But it doesn’t suite me because I guess I’m not the next generation hehe. The changes happened because Changes are needed I guess for a good cause for our country’s benefits and the people. Seriously I’m no expert on this Political Education System. Well I’m not a pacifist either. Well if I were a pacifist, wouldn’t I be cute? :) haha
So back to my Early Childhood Education interest, seriously I like teaching kids, I’m totality falling in love with them. But Alhamdulilah, I’m not a pedophile, I’m straight and normal! HAHAA. I believed the reason is both my pre-school cooperative teachers at Sekolah Rendah Pintu Malim (during my teaching practise), inspires me very deeply about their work and how to handle the young children, with care and love. At this point, there’s time when the echo of the small voice will sung:
“I want this, I really want to do this, God where do I start? I believe I can be an early Childhood Educator, well an excellent one”.
It’s not easy to request things when you get older. When you were just a kid, you could easily select the toys you want and buy it. But now, no way man. It is so damn difficult, so much for asking or saying to the girl you adore “I love you”.
With all do respect, sometimes a thought of a comedian act or drama in my mind, on how I could simply knock the Minister of Education of Brunei ‘s door, and ask kindly if he could help me to pursuit my Education Dream. Yeah.. Thats illusionary wooon’t really work in reality. HAHA
At this point also, I start to regret and I wish I did well in my Education, especially during my A levels. But maybe if I didn’t mess up with my A levels, I might as well wouldn’t be in this education field. So its all about fate in the end. So right now what I can TRY and do to pursuit it is by:
1) Hopefully got posted to a great school, with great Administration, thus a good negotiation will be applicable if I could take the Pre-Class/school with the principal consents.
2) In 3-5 years, given the opportunity to continue my education, Integrated Master in Early Childhood at UBD. And hopefully given the Early Childhood Course. And not Integrated Master in other than English, ECE haha.
These are just hope. On the other hand, I wish I could get a miracle too; like to be send right now to do a Early Childhood Course, maybe a degree or even an HND level . Preferable overseas hehe. Yeah! I LOVE that to happen. I wish. I just need about BND$90,000+ for an average of HND level for tuition fees and life expenses. That will be enough to carry my dream flying. So Oprah Winfrey would you like to give me the Oprah scholarship, I’ll be an asset to your Oprah School. or Andy Baldwin (US Naval Officer, Doctor, Humanitarian, Ironman Triathlete) I’m definitely be an asset with your volunteering program, oyeah i like the Got Your Back Network, I wish I could be involved; seriously by that! it reminds me I’m not a US citizen. Toing~ Oyeah Baldwin like kids.. just like me HAHA. I know I get Prasan sometimes. Dear Baldwin, Go get a great wife, marry once and have kids, I’m sure you will definitely be a great father. But when that happen, don’t questions me about your time management. He have this bunch of schedule for people.. he need to get his own quality time for himself. On other words he need to rest.
Ok, I’m signing out.. “everyone have dreams, and this is mine, this is part of it, and I’m very dedicated for it.”
Long vacation can be very boring. It’s relaxing but not so amusing. I’m seeking of an adventure, a good one that is… That really can excites me. I wish to wish for what I really dream of; but in reality wishes are really hard to get. How much commitment you bargain to make it happen, how many doors that you had open; yet it still feels forever.
What I really want to get right now is a miracle. One miracle that can change my future life. Well a good change that is. What I can see right now is i’m getting close to my permanent environment which is working. I sense my work environment will increase my bored-ness if i failed to create a creative and fun environment. I definitely define my future challenge in my work environment to be subjective rather than objective.
I like to describe myself as a “man with uncontrolled desire”. But its such an irony because technically I don’t like to be that person. I desire ambitiously, but sadly I can’t achieve it. I would love to be like certain people who don’t list their dreams, yet they still can be happy or people who do have dreams but in the end they got it.
I really have to say, life these days are more complex. You get older, you invited whole new responsibilities and at some time forward, you wish you could be a teenager again. I guess I;m worn of luck, I have to admit I used to be a very lucky person since I was born till my mid teen. Seriously, at least that’s what I feel about my self before.
Right now, doing observation is still my pleasure with silent prays which lullaby: “I wish I could have what I see from others possession” getting it in a good way :). I still dream for migration, or maybe just temporary migration. If life are easy in United State, I’ll visit it, but this financial crisis still torn-ing down the job economic there. I can imagine Will Smith character in ‘The pursuit of happiness” to be a real situation there right now. Or If life are easier in the UK and Australia then i visit there.. Those countries are still in my top list for unexpected journey. But honestly, with my qualifications and what not I have, I still find it to be just a desire. But that doesn’t stop me dreaming and make plans for the possibility route to reach there.
I seek for a bigger opportunities in my life and I try to get many chances that I could grab too; yet comes failure trying to keep up with my dreams.
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Movies and TV series are my bestfriend. Remember the post I mention about the most anticipating movies 2009 on my post here, well I have watched 5 of the 6 movies.. so I’m left with Harry Porter and half blood prince. Let me rewind back for the 5 movies i watched. (be careful gentle spoiler may be illustrate)
1) The unborn. I don’t like it. Cam Gigandet’s character goes kaput a.k.a dead. Cam Gigandet is my fav. actor from never back down and twilight a villain :)
2) Watchmen. Oh dear too explicit baby! I lost my understanding on the movie.. but able to interpret it at the end.
3) X-men Origin: Wolvering. It was ok, just ok.
4) Star Trek, 2009. LOVE IT! Definitely going to buy it on DVD (Region 1). Comedy, Silliness, Strong Plot.. technologies influence, I just love it!
5) Terminator Salvation. It was worth watching.. but I hate how Marcus have to die; especially dieing because to save someone.. Com’ on his a robot, can you just give him a pack of batteries to make him live for a lifetime.. Its a typical terminator movies, the good robot in the end have to go kaput.
So right now… I feel like to watch ‘Push’ I missed watching it at the cinema, too busy with my attachment at school. I want to watch ‘Monsters vs Aliens’,’17 again’, ‘Night at the Museum 2′ and ‘Angels and Demons’. Good movies are still heading our way.. such as Harry Porter, Surrogates and many more…
For the records, Samantha Who? TV series come to an end after making two seasons.. DAMN IT! I REALLY LOVE THE SERIES!!! ABC read this I LOVE IT!! I love the comedy and romance between Todd and Samantha.. PLEASE BUDGET THEM!! AND CONTINUE THE PRODUCTION!! I’m definitely going to miss them.. I mean the TV series.. I should order the DVDs for full seasons to get the un-aired scene.. Samantha and Todd I’m definitely going to miss you guys.. :( HAHA I can’t believe I just type that.. But its relieving hahaha.
