Alid Misli

Its hard to be a gentleman, to explain what should be explain a year ago. I still can’t find a movie that resemblance my life and my love and missing of her present. The moment was like for a second you just wanted to say a sentence, to say your sorry and I didn’t meant what I said, and my understanding was seriously poor because I was so in love with you and everything seems very sensitive, and I don’t want to loose you for the things shouldn’t be said that night. That was planned,before an email shut my mind, heart and words that I wish to continue. I was lost.. and felt like floating. I didn’t have the chance to say I’m sorry and neither said goodbye.

It’s like yesterday, a dream to be with you for a moment, holding hands and running wildly on the busy street of 5th Avenue, New York.

Now I see you from distance, and your pretty much on the other side of the world. I can see your smile and your happy now. Tho I still wish I could be him, and be your Romeo. Since I won’t be around Uni, I would believe now that you on a perfect world. Being and assuming myself a stranger to you, every time I walk pass you, or see you is really freaking hard and painful period. I have no attention to trade that experience although its not invited. Coz I always kept myself positive, giving what your last request from me to be a stranger to one another; and I hope she’s satisfied for what I did for her for the last time.

“From now on, we’re just strangers to each other. Enjoy your life, Alid. I’ll try to enjoy mine. And I’m going to wish you luck in everything. Good Luck”
- R who love Daisies

Song: How Many Words
Album: Audio Dream (2007)
Singer: Blake Lewis

I-I-I-I-I’m through,
I-I-I-I-I’m through,
I-I-I-I-I’m through,
I-I’m through with you

I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I’m through with you

Right back where we started,
falling apart at the seams.
You tagged your name on my heart and,
I sat there and let it bleed.

Sweetheart so,
Now this is goodbye.

I’m letting you go.
You’re letting me down.
Been caught in your rain, and I almost drowned.
I’m letting you go.
Our love’s black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I’m through?

I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I’m through with you

You said you knew what romance is.
Jaded, I fell for your lies.
You’re out of second chances.
Sadly, we’re fading out tonight.

Sweetheart so,
Now this is goodbye.

I’m letting you go.
You’re letting me down.
Been caught in your rain, and I almost drowned.
I’m letting you go.
Our love’s black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I’m through?

I have to,
Don’t want to,
I’ve got to set you free
No more words,
It’s over.
Now I can finally breathe.

I’m letting you go.
You’re letting me down.
Been caught in your rain, and I almost drowned.
I’m letting you go.
Our love’s black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I’m through?

I’m letting you go.
You’re letting me down.
Been caught in your rain, and I almost drowned.
I’m letting you go.
Our love’s black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I’m through?

I’m letting you go. (I have to)
You’re letting me down. (Don’t want to)
Been caught in your rain, and I almost drowned. (I’ve got to set you free)
I’m letting you go. (No more words)
Our love’s black and blue. (It’s over)
How many words does it take to say I’m through? (Now I can finally breathe)

I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I-I-I-I’m through
I-I’m through with you