Alid Misli

Essay submitted in Febuary,
Accepted and invited in late March,
The only one from Brunei. about 400+ been invited from 800+ applications,
Early April, went to HEP (UBD’s Student Union) to discuss my matter with Assistant Register,
- Good respond, although this program is not under UBD awareness; just need Faculty support.
The same month (02.04) went to Faculty and submit letter of ‘support’ same day I was busy participating Brunei First youth conference held in ICC 1-3 of April 2008.
Also in the same month (24.04) I received the official letter from Greifwalds International Festival, GrIStuF.
10 days conference, and also international culture emergent.
Till today letter from faculty not yet ready.
Is this another hope, dream and opportunity to be lost?
Last year was the KL Newspaper forum bullshit announced by PMUBD’s Publisher (2006/2007).
He told me last minute in the morning to come to UBD (now) for interview; get dressed immediately, shuffle my certificates, but then 15 minutes later, program canceled? Then I say”FUCK“. So sad. That I’ll never forget and never will I forgive. Just be square for the hope I rise and for the fault result I received. but thank you for the lesson tho.
So I did learn something, “never put high hope, and think for the worst that might be and will be happening” – which my dear good friend, Hamdi HT have mentioned to me quite a lot in the past. And I miss that advices.
Date of conference and student exchange will be on 13 June – 22 June 2008.
Positively I don’t have hope, but as human I still deserve to Pray for it.
I don’t mind if i don’t get this, why? Allah have better plans for me, and I’m going to be happy too since i can pick up my friends at the airport.

Seriously, I would be very proud to be a sole representative delegates from Brunei =)