Today is such a not bad day after all. Monday is the so call busy day and it’s safe to say that, it’s so~ restless day on my weekly timetable. So nothing much should I say about the day, except, I receive my Music dan Pegerakan (Music and Movement?) Polo Shirt. Well I use to be in that Music and Pegerakan Course, but now, I’m doing and replaced it with Pelajaran Jasmani Course (Fitness Studies). So yeah I was actually glad to be having it, as a collection and a memoir in the coming time ahead. But unfortunately, when I arrived home and tested the Shirt. It didn’t fit. Weird, I use to have the same size, but it still fit. But never mind. I guess I need to loose some centimeter to get it nice and fit on my body =). No complain and harm done.
Beside that, when I arrived at home, someone (my mum or my dad), placed two things on my bed, which is the Postal Collection card and Bath Spa University Undergraduate Prospectus. Lets first talk about The Postal Collection card. I have no idea, who have send a small packet to me. And weird among all is that, it stated “Zenith Empire” before my full name and my postal address. Kinda shock, seriously, most of the time, I’m very predictable, or known awareness what I’ll be receiving when the card arrived. But this time, I have no Idea! I’m a bit paranoid, but its ok, its normal, it happens to all of us. Whats been bugging on my mind is, what will I be receiving? I pray and hope when I get it tomorrow, I hope it will be something legal and not the vice versa. Maybe A friend of mine is trying to surprise me? or maybe I just won something? Well I hope that two possibilities is the one. So yeah pray for my safety tomorrow. Thank you.
The second thing is, I finally get a hand on Bath Spa University Undergraduate Prospectus. As I have mention on my previous post ago, how I wish or it’s more like my big dream to pursue my studies to a degree level qualification. And Bath Spa University is one of three university that I wish to enroll. Well it’s just a dream. And I did flip few some pages on the prospectus for, BA Primary Education (Int) and the tuition fee per annum is about £9,000.00. Well the total for the course for three years and with some approximate living expenses can be as minimum cost of £101, 160.00, which is approximately equivalent to $279, 870.00 Brunei Dollars. So yeah, its a very huge figure for a single dream. And as I have to believe and be realistic, chasing that dream can be logically expensive and it’s not wrong to say unreachable. sigh. So the question is, where can I get that sum of money? Rob from a Bank? Charity? Well you may want to point out scholarship. But there’s actually no scholarship which is applicable for me; technically they are still a lot of others who actually deserve (more then me) to be given that scholarship rewards, just like some of my friends, whose currently studying in UK =). So I hope you lots don’t take it for granted, as many like me that you all know too, wanted to be on your guys shoes right now.
I know, you know, how sad it is to type those words just now, but hell yes, we need to accept the fact here and there, from time to time. Although as I have felt it too, life can be as unfair as it seems and be felt, but still and yet we don’t really know how better life will be coming on your way in the future. I know I’m piratically pity and wishing with non-stop prays to wish what I (really) want in my life too, but sometime in the end, all I can say is that “Allah (God; for you who is with other religion’s; and I respect it =) ) have better plans for me“, and every time I say that, I felt tears wanted to shed. NOT! I’m Just trying to write a story here LOL.
Oyeah, Just after Magrib, I decided to watch JUMPER (2008), a second movie seeing Hayden Christensen act. With this movie I also witness how attractive Nicole Bilson. Hm.. I don’t knoe about you people out there, seeing the electric bolts is much more enthusiastic then the jump. What I’m trying to say is that, at the end of the movie, I felt grateful the movie had finished. HAHA I don’t know whats that suppose to mean but, Oh well, the movie is kinda so so~ Which I think Awake is much more meaningful. Oh men what am I trying to say here? :S, so I personally rank this Movie 7/10.
Hayden Christensen and Hotty Nicole Bilson!
