There’s so much things to say that I hesitate to confront to you. The more I utter the more damage your soul gets. By heart I really would love to empty this cerebration of pain inside my mind. Being sorry for myself, feeling stupid, integrated with the feeling ‘I miss you’ each and everyday kinda leap into the breach. Like most broken heart do, they still want to live in this world. Day by day we begin with a smile, but at the end of each day we do get the sorrow moment too. Feeling lonely and numb is all i can describe my moment now. Where should I go while I still need you? Yeap having these feeling right now, but being in denial silently as i must be can be ironic too.. yes, isn’t that ironic? I miss you, but why bother. You’ve return everything, and everything that been returned hurts me badly. So dear iPod, play the heartbroken music for me please.
I decided not to blog about the event that I got into during the new year eve. And I’m sorry for the delay updates too. As you all visitor know too that, my website is hardly accessible do to the error database. The reason is, my current web hosting is currently doing their major maintenance on their server. And unluckily for me, my database server is the 3rd on their order maintenance.
Hey since this is like the 2nd week of my ‘back to university’ life, let say a few things on it:
Darn:
1) I got eight subjects, including two electives. Wanted to drop one elective, but a friend of mine kinda disagree of my absent as the person would not have a partner, hehe. But I’m cool with that since she’s my friend LOL.
2) I can’t take Philosophy as an elective because it’s meant to be for the Degree scholar only; haha kinda silly for me pressuring Dr. Loo about it (since last year). Trivia: almost all the foundation lecturers know about it. I’m kinda close with the lecturers in that department. Seriously, the five of them in that department are so sporting, cool and friendly. But don’t mis- concept me with them, they are still who they are; my lecturers.
3) Really wanted to take the Dancing and music course because it guaranteed will be fun with humor and laughter with 60+ students in it. But since it was schedule on Tuesday, I decided not to be part of it. So I end up with Pelajaran Jasmani (Sport Study), which I should not go further commenting on it and I leave with you with this confuse smile :s to think what I should have written .
4) My assignments = A lot = Confusing.
5) Tutorial class arrangement can make you go crazy~
Wonderful:
1) I’m back with SPANISH! oh oh yeah I got a lot of new faces and seriously I’m trying to make new friends. But the silly thing is that spending about more then 30 minutes in the class with them and Dr. Paolo last time, at the end of the class I’ve forgotten to get Dr. Paolo signature for my green form. Oyeah I think I lost a lot of my Spanish vocab after 1 year of break from Spanish and damn their English so damn terrific. Pathetically I’m the only slow learner and the only Diploma around. I feel so small. but still cute haha.
2) Being with the Crazy people, oh you guys know who you are. So yeah, I’m seriously please and happy to meet them again. Its fun to annoyed and tease them again.
3) Lectures? meow.. If i could easily select which lecturers that I wish to be taught by; it would be splendid. I can only say ‘hi’ when ever I see them. But seriously those great past lectures I’m sure gonna miss. What I’m trying to say is I’m happy to see them working and being in the same roof LOL. Really would love to mention their name now. But maybe next time.
4) I’m free on Tuesday.
OK enough bout Uni. Lets talk about Tennis. TENNIS IS BACK BABY!
Darn I missed Nole (Novak Djokovic) last three games, because I was so caught up back with this uni life. Even my BOJ “doa selamat” i forgot to attend too. I did catch up with his game (round 4) with Leyton Hewitt (Aus). Nole won the game (7-5, 6-3, 6-3). His next game is tomorrow (Quarter final), but I will miss the game, as Ill be at UBD being a good boy. But hopefully he will do great on the match with David Ferrer from Spain, and win it. He got a new racket by Adidas (sponsor). Will post about it next time. Haven”t yet got time to upload it. Oyeah talking about tennis, when I saw the tennis court at UBD Arena, my body was gone “WOW”. try to imagine that LOL. Oyeah novak swear a lot during that game haha. not in Serbians but In English he said. I quote from the interview just after his win with Leyton “How come every time I swear it shows on the big screen?” THAT is so humor. I mean with his other saying that is. His really an entertainer beside a great sport player. You can catch the interview here.
By the way.. StarSport live caption is also not live.. haha whats thats sepose to mean? It lags about less then 2 minutes. Next time I try to make an official lag-delay time.
Airmails:
Hmm I’m currently impatient about something that I wish it could be arriving now or sooner. Thats for the 1st goods. The 2nd Goods that are also coming my way. ARE my THREE SPANISH BOOKS!! My only blood line brother Abdul Wafi bin Misli, had send THREE yes THREE not ONE book to me. But he forgot to record it. So hopefully it wont get lost. I think two dictionaries books and one phrase book I guess. Can’t really remember. Actually I ask him to buy those books, but I was just being silly, a baby; just to kill my boredness while I was passing that order to him. Oyeah his planing to get his master, but he was thinking if his gonna be away for his master he’ll be so afraid that I’ll be playing and damage his machines. So his thinking to give me a Desktop Computer (Dell) with 15 inch LCD. HEY thats just like my laptop wide tu eh lol.
| (8:11 PM) OnE more exam..: | kalau ku sambung master wah.. habis barang ku kau main tu eh |
|---|---|
| (8:11 PM) OnE more exam..: | lawa2 lagi barang ku ani hehe |
| (8:11 PM) Alid Nuo Misli [: | hahah yatah bah!!! |
| (8:11 PM) Alid Nuo Misli [: | karang rosak lagi mcm yang dulu hahah  |
| (8:12 PM) Alid Nuo Misli [: | nie ampai2 masih ah hahahaha |
| (8:12 PM) OnE more exam..: | hishh.. pakai desktop dell lama kau eh..yang 15 inch lcdny |
We also chat about my case of pursuing a degree in UK. Yet just another dream. 4 yrs at Bath Spa University. Doing BA Int. education there. Worth of fee including allowance some what BND$150,000.00 total. WHERE CAN I GET THAT? If only there is a scholarship for someone like me, not smart, didn’t excel during A levels, with Insyaallah a Diploma in Primary education next year, but have a strong ambitious passion in pursuing the dream? Look, I seriously would love to continue my education and end up with a degree in my life or further even a PhD, and hey maybe I end up being a lecturer too, why not? even better a science/philosophy lecturer lol. So yeah sometime I wonder for the richest all around the world, I mean seriously with their huge lot tremendous sum of money own, wouldn’t it nice if I could ask them help (donate me) for a scholarship with that amount LOL haha. As I said they are rich. 150K is like the water coming out from the pipe. LOL What did I just said? :S But yeah, hopefully Dear Oprah and Ellen DeGeneres could hear my voice, and can fulfilled my dream. But I guess they have better plans with their money haha. Oyeah my beloved brother was so sportive that night too, he ask me to do sport education and teaching education which err I’ll think about it. I really like my 1st option. Oyeah talking about my Brother, My eldest sister will be coming in march! yeah! gosh how many times should I mention it on my blog. :S oyeah she got an apple iTouch. jelous ku tu!
Hmm.. I guess that all for now.. I have nothing much to say anymore.. I need to sleep.
