Alid Misli

Hola, damn I’m freakin’ bored right now, I have nothing to do, well I still got my sivik essay to finish, but I let it done for tomorrow. Something wrong with me, something really bothers me this past few nights. I can’t really recognize the problems, but hell the annoyance of thinking is so “seriously” crazy. It’s like you keep thinking on something, but you can’t recall it. God, I think I may have encounter an mental disorder or illness. I guess I need to visit a professional therapy moment. sigh..

Maybe I’m just typically bored with my life I guess. I really need a vacation, or I just need something periodic new in life. Something fresh, like meeting new people. If only I have the Bling to visit and travel (frequently) every countries that I wish to visit “haha I really have a long list bro“. It would be adventures! and fun i guess. Meeting new people, new environment and cultures it should be excelente~. I’m really craving for Euro Trip, who cares whats the country are like, who cares if I were to be in Kosovo (I would really love to meet the Serbians; Belgrade, Serbia), coz the fact is, I seriously need to have a break and take care of my soul to somewhere where no one will know me. So yeah, I wish in the future, I have a chance to work in Europe. Amin! So I guess that’s enough about my “angan2” right now.

Sport Update:
1) I forgot to mention that (on my last sport update), Liverpool drops to 6 (position) after a draw with Arsenal, 1-1, 28 Oct. And later on they will face Blackburn, So i hope they win it later.

2) Horrible week for Tennis World? My bestfriend, Novak Djokovic, the Serbians (haha please get used to this guys, it will be frequently use here), Lost to the frenchman, Fabrice Santoro (3-6, 2-6). Nole have been losing his energetic level since his last match with Nalbandian in Madrid ATP series.. His has a whole pack of schedule this year, just like last year.. 24 games alone this year, while in 2006, 26 games, and 2005 only 5 games he entered? he has And guess what! David Nalbandian steamrolled Rafael Nadal to win Paris and claim his second Masters Series event in a row. haha handal eh si Nalbandian nie. Again I say, it was stated that this year Nalbandian was having his worst play round. but men, he won two ATP masters series (1st Madrid, then Paris) in about a month? lol. God pretty amazing huh? Now I’m looking forward for the tennis Mastercup: Shanghai The last game for the year, for Novak! hopefully he can gain more ATP/Race point! for himself.

There’s time when we can’t do about it, but wish you could deal it; there’s also time when you can do about it & make progression and lastly there’s also time when you can do something about it, but hesitate to do it because you’re afraid so. Some memories inside our brain that can’t be remove easily; sometimes these memories also comes with different types of emotions that can really affect our mood, for example, the death of our closest and special one. This is what I called “Loosing the love one”. We can’t actually control love, because love is unpredictable, uncontrollable and unexpected. When it comes, it comes, and when it stays, we never know when it will ever go.

I have mentions couple of times before now about my unfortunate devotion series. The tastes are barely changing. You can’t deny, knowing the love one happy with somebody else is a huge sting on our heart, but knowing that your love one is unhappy with you is outrageous worst pain ever. I can seat silently, to witness the changes in human kind story line, and it does heal me from time to time. But when you got bang! By people saying; mentioning her name on your face, it’s extremely outlandish. You become slightly paralyzed (ok I was just exaggerating), what I mean is we become numb all of the sudden. When a good friend of you, had make a genuine and sincere confession, telling you that he has feeling for the girl you silently love, or after many years making people surrounding you believe that the story of her with you had already become the past (but actually not), it makes you feel very unstable in such away. You can feel that every piece of you is starting to fall apart again, just like the day when you just knew that she is with somebody else.

When we talk about love in terms of philosophy approach, we can say that love is a bridge that binds human relationship together. Love comes from our mind because of the co-existent of sense of comfortable and enjoying of something very fondly. We get attracted by these feelings, and eventually we called it as phenomena devotion. This is actually human nature; it is born within us because we exist on this world living with other people synchronously.

Love can become a propaganda issue. As human life is despair simultaneous with joy, humanity’s has always been a mess. As God created us differently; however there’s also some similarities with each other. We do believe unity act as an important element in our society. We do believe that, selfishly in love with someone is wrong, because it doesn’t mean that anyone else can’t fall for the same person too. This is what I called, Love is for and belong to everyone. To be continue…

Special Reply to Tag Board:

“Baie ko shafi’e, aku inda gay, Ko gay! haha gay is the first thing you can mention kali.. LOL. yeah seriously Too happy here dude, so makan sja lah = gaining weight and size.. Bulan 12 kali ku kurus kan badan ku :P lau menjadi jua lol.. To my other gayness fren Nuar, Dzul and Pajim, take care.. Oyeah Gud luck to you guys Liverpool Tourni, and yeah Shafi’e your interconnecting team with London, shows how gay you guys are haha.. Make some love di liverpool haha.. jgn salah kick ballsss K.. eh sopi you’r coming back next year? tot u plan not to return, coz you said you have a field trip to join? “

Adio mi amigos.

School Day:

3 More weeks before exams;
I don’t think I can finish my Intermediate Spanish (2) in time. The Teaching Practice been schedule on my last (6) semester, same as my Intermediate Spanish. Bullock.

Sport Update:

31/10/07, Noval Djokovic (Serbians) Lost to Fabrice Santoro (French) 3-6 , 2-6 (ATP Paris Tenis Masters Series). CNN cover:

Djokovic stunned by slick Santoro!

“Frenchman Fabrice Santoro thrilled the home crowd by crushing world number three Novak Djokovic 6:3, 6:2 in the second round of the Paris Masters on Wednesday. Djokovic, a revelation this season with five titles and a final appearance at the U.S. Open, was a shadow of his brilliant best. The 20-year-old Serb, who entered the Bercy hall wearing a Zorro mask which he took off when the match started, made a string of unforced errors. Santoro double-faulted on his first match point but made amends with a backhand volley on the second to seal victory after 69 minutes.
Djokovic has already qualified for the season-ending Masters Cup and will now have extra time to prepare for the event in Shanghai starting next month.”

Next Tennis Master Cup: Shanghai!