Topic’s of the philoshopher today:
1) Welcome, Friends are back;
2) My love?;
3) Movies;
4) Been Shoping.
5) Pictures..
It really has been a long journey since I blog about my personal life; Being honest here, sometime i dont wish to blog about my personal life routine, instead I prefer editing this website layout and copy and past some articles that i found it to be interesting and wish to share it with you guys. But i do keep on updating the newsflash and my reviews during my free time, I just want to tell you guys that, this website is not dead. But i do have a lot of things to share with you guys, and yeah theres a lot of drama i run into and face during these no blogging period.
Welcome.. Friends are Back
The month of June has just left us again. June is a good month, the reason why i say its a good month because partially my good old friends are returning back from United Kingdom for their summer break. The time of reunion with them have finally come after about 9 months away. Well not that i dont connect with them through the net, but seeing their ass back in Brunei is more convenient than chating, webcaming etc through the computers. in other words, its good to have them back.
Recently, after hamdi, my friend had finish his exams (his an ITB scholar), I get to hang with him again after a long dormant stage of him. He didnt go online for a while and we didnt have a chance to meet around, so seeing him again is a good thing too.
26.06 was not a lucky day for me i guess, i planned to go to the airport to catch some friends, but ended up chating with my bro early in the morning. I didnt had the ride, my dad was using the car. So yeah, i did SMS my friends that i cant be there. But the night plan wasnt to be expected too. Shaf and Sudirman pick me up around ten, when most stores are close hehe, Brunei specifically Bandar looks very peace, what i mean there’s no place to visit. We went to visit the Seri Qlap Mall at Kampung Kiulap, just to let shaf see the interior of it. The 2nd thing that shaf said to me was “Mana bag mu?” Thats only happens in the movie i guess, it shock me for 2 secs, i didnt know that he ask me to sleep at his place. haha rush on my rooms, switch off my laptop, get my bags and stuff head back into his van.
My Love?
Touring around bandar can be so lame, especially since bandar is just 3 minutes from my homey. We head to Kiulap to show shafs the new place, Qlap Mall. It was deserted since it was about 10:30 when we arrived there. The last destination was going back to shafs place. On the way it mesmerize me of the past, how it used to be and how it had pass by until now. My breath actually thinking about how it felt like it was just yesterday. The 9 months away wasnt that long addition of the fact that i saw a picture of a group of photo (of soas and stpri MPs) hanging on Shafs walls. Browsing the photo reminds me of her, the love that i had fallen in love on the 1st time i saw her, the 1st ever meeting with the stpri (26/02/04). I can feel my blood vessel on my cheek started to falls, which the action of a sad impression would comes on, on my face. Thank God my feeling with the present of this male hormone holds my tears away. But honestly i did feel wanted to cry that night. For a while looking on the photo, an immediate come back into the reality that i was actually at shafs cribs lol. I was feeling kinda lame that night, my mind strike wanted to go home and spend the night alone, but for the sack of a good friend, im willing to shut down my personal feeling.
I never did actually express my feeling about her to a friend, even hamdi and shaf. If i did told them again, it will just be the same story, i know, i’ll just bored them with the same fact and all. I prefer listening to their stories, i honestly say their stories are muych more interesting then i have, Im just a good listener here, give option on their problems and pray that i wish i just have the same taste of their life too. There a lot of things that i wish i had, have done in the past. If only there was a time machine that could place me back in time, i could have just said it to her. I feel like a looser each and every day that has pass by. Its like this time has always been ticking the day since i know that she was with someone.
Everytime people ask me, if i have found a new girl, it feel like junk, the simple question is just to hard to answer. These phenomena actually had brought me to a place where i cant find love anymore, feel numb about love, fobia of love i guess. Time and listening to the sad and good musics just heal me from time to time. If you ask me how i feel right now, i feel horny, joking! i just feel sad, empty and i really misses her. I see her for a short time, but I need her for a lifetime. Shes now happy with her life, i wish i could be happy like her too. If you ask me how its felt like to be failure, i’m please to answer your question. Pain is for the short answer.
Movies
Moving on, I get to watch two movies, the transformers with shafs, ia majal, and the point that he was on the house so it was ok since i was very broke that time, then pn saturday the empire cinema with the loughbrough people and Liz; watching the Fantastic Four, Chris Evans actually my favourite actor since “teen movie”. Oyeah talking about this cinema thingi, it reminds me of shafs belanja us at the pizza mall “yes i notice that i just link cinema with pizza”, me with hamdi and Yush. The pizza taste good thow and because of shafs on the house, it even taste better. And talking about eating, Shafiee, good friend of mine also had ask to meet me up at Wywy sengkurong, just to catch up stories.
Been Shoping
I did not do a lot of shoping, but i did bought some DVDs from Golden Music at Qlap Mall few days ago. Its actually funny, everytime I go there, this women just there for me, she will be next to me and guide me all the way. weird.. not once, many times do i look that cute, Joking. I wanted to buy the CSI seires season 7 DVD, but then again i need to save my budget i guess, and its not wise to have the season 7 dvd collection and the rest (1-6) not on hand. The only collection of DVD series i have is One Tree hill season 1 hehe, thats for a start. Looking forward to buy the rest of the seasons insyaallah, im searching for the original, i bought the Golden Disc of one tree hill at komonis btw. But then I bought Gary the Bunny (2002) series to carry home. I need to update my reviews of the TV series that i adore. Oyeah while i was there (golden music), i was attracted to one of the music playing, and i didnt even say anything, i just look at her face and stare at her, and she immediate say oh this song is from Enrique New album “Insomniaic”, and i immediate reply could i see the album. Well the song that really attracted to me is “Ring my Bells” the music arrangement is the taste that i love. So i did bought the album for my collection. Enrique is one of my favourite singer, the 1st time i notice him was when he recorded his debut english song “Hero”. I went to Chong Hock to get some movies DVD, mainly comedy film. Other then that beli present for some friends.. and get to cut my hair at Cheliz saloon (above ayamku kiulap). Oyeah for pandemic movie, i watch it for 2hrs 45minutes.. giler batah.. ku duduk di kerusi.
Ok thats all for the time being . My brother is going back to brunei after 2 years away :D
Shafs gave me this Liverpool Jersey.. THANKX SHAFs!
The Dvds that i bought from
Greg the Bunny (2005), Bunny not for the kids, stars from the italian job, Seth Green, the geek who is good in computers, oyeah i have been waiting for the Brazilian Job, waited since 2005, but it is said to be realeased year 2008, atu batah ku tungu. Seth Green also the co stars of scooby doo 2 movie, his the small guy, hmm yeah he is short, very cute, seriously im not being sarcsm or mean here, he look good just the way he is.
The new album face that i just bought
Oyeah i did catch up with Khai the rimba hill peeps last mnday, Hamdi brought me there, im please to see Mail and the others, mail laptop looks cool too. It was Shafiq Barney Bufday l8ter the day, They had this suprised party that i accidently bump into haha
Guess what! I went to pertama Jaya at sengkurong or Jerudong, and I bought this so call air purifier? But got to buy the aromatheraphy liquid at Hua Ho Yayasan.
