Alid Misli

Why am I here? I don’t know. It’s hard to understand some equation of life. We grow, we make friends, and we judge people, its part of our system of psychology within us to evaluate them. Maybe I have understood 68% of common rules in life. But then, what will happen to the rest of the percentage? There’s some portion of life we could control, and the other some we can’t. We may be lucky to have all what we want, but I’m sure, there’s time when we won’t get all of our desire. Things that really beyond our control are like: when we will die, our fate, and our soul mate. A famous Islamic idiom or general idiom I think, “We planned our journey, but Allah the one who decide our way”. To describe my mood, these past few days are not really in a first class mode. I feel lame all of the sudden, bored I guess or maybe mixtures of loneliness and sad within my life. I got these feeling all of the sudden when I finished reading Afta post the other day. Afta don’t worry I’m not blaming you for my mood swing hehe. What she had post on her blog is the same feeling, dilemma that I had stored inside of me early last year; and it’s not wrong to say that a little of those sentiment are still pile up inside of me. To fall in love or simply say to like someone very deep is a magnificent experience which occurs in life. But falling in love is not yet everything, to be in love together is the utmost experience we want in life. Sadly I never really have tasted that kind of experience. Yeah, I do experience “love monkey”, infatuation along my way to here. But it’s not “the thing” that I have been waiting or wanting for my life.

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I just need to keep my life busy as busy as I could. Trying my best to live, like someone who is heavenly living in a paradise. I’m reflecting a lot of things in my mind. I’m only human and I have feelings, sometime seeing someone you truly madly deeply (just like savage garden words :p) with another guy, is something envious to feel. Why can’t I take in my own advice? It’s weird how we can advice friends, with this and that. But when it comes to us, we hardly could apply the advices to our own use. Ok I’m out of words.

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Waah! I need need to finish my Bahasa Melayu “Laporan” this Wednesday. And I haven’t done anything of it yet. Hehe my schedule is so pack eh :D I can’t wait for my three month holiday. I want to find Job too in that time frame. Maybe I’ll be a RTB presenter like Afta haha lol. Oh well finding a job is not as easy as working the job too :D

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Hey you two, this not fair lah hahaha you two and me just get to know each other since last week saja. It’s like a blog circle of something. Let me rephrase it, it just started when I say Happy Belated Birthday to Afta and Afee, seriously how did I Tagur your Tag for the first time? I think it was about the webhost right? Haha and now why can’t I have the <3 from both of you. Karit and sexies eh.. Sedih ku eh. Eh wait at least Afta’s lil cuzin reply my kirim salam huhuhuhu. Hmmm Afta your email, let see… Where can I get your email address ah… From Azam, Azka, Syukrina, Hapis, Aqib, hmm oyeah maybe I drop by at Auntie Asma office tomorrow to get your number sja. But that’s just a bit off I guess.. and I need to give her a enormous reasons to get your number. If she gave me your house phone number instead, that will be a bit “ineffective” I guess. I’ll end up talking with your parents instead. Hmm I’ll think about it again, whether to get your email address into my contact. You seem not interested jua about adding me up, sedih eh.. But at least Afee is in my contact now :P hehehe dapat ku mengumpat sal si Afta haha cari kelahi. Oyeah Afta your lil cousin got hotmail kah? Hehe inda paham. K mall tah ku nie everyday lol.. with my sweet, icecream, and candy cottons ready for her. YES, ada green light dari Afta, to take picture with her. Oyeah everything is free no charge ok.

Zariah will you save me? They bully me ah. Kesian kan aku. I’m a soft hearted guy, I don’t like to watch sad film or anything.. so Zariah save me, have mercy~ (ok dats lame.. but seriously my weakness is: I’m a soft hearted guy, so I might pity you guys with no reason haha, I’m easily touched. So don’t you guys think about giving me a sad movie to watch, sakit nyamu menahan air mata tu haha)

Yasien, Thank You for visiting. Yeap insyaAllah ill be updating my blog as much as i can. Thank You for your support. Btw you got a great photos on your blog there sir. =)

Bah Salam buat semua~ I leave you guys with this..

“Whats the use if i could speaks, French, Spanish, Mandrin, if you could nt’ understand my love”
“I love you in silence, for in silence i found no rejection”

Memoir at SOASC, PS room.

Bida eh.. Skin template ku nie, hahaha memberi sanak jua ku meliat, mcm noob benar wah aku ah. Oh well I just need to be very patience on this WP template design’ thingi. I’m a bit stress today, thinking about my math presentation tomorrow which supposed to be next Tuesday. But this nice group can’t make it tomorrow so we have to replace them. Our handsome lecturer is too nice to replace them with us, without even asking us if we are willing or not to replace them. This decision was told to us last Tuesday, which is really a short notice to us. Seriously this week I’m dreadful pack with my peer teaching and presentations. For instant, last Wednesday I have my peer teaching for English with DK, the next day I had my Pelajaran Am Presentation. Supposed to be Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday would be our time to prepare Math Presentation. I’m not whining or anything here, but if you look it in a bigger picture, you’ll feel what we are currently feeling right now, the world of unfair. So all the best to us tomorrow.

To Afta: You make me speechless. You said on my old cbox that, “I think I’m a superman tia, batman tia suit me more” haha I’m totally speechless I don’t know how I’m going to respond on that. The really continuation of my last post title is jeng-jeng “I think im in love with Afta little cute cousin” Hahahaha lol take that as the continuation of my last post title :P btw I’m still waiting for my kirim salam reply ah.. haha majal :P btw can I have a photo taken with her someday PLEASE! Please I beg you with mercy, I will kneel on the floor begging you (if I meet you..) please arrange a date for me with her. (giler psycho kid kali aku ah, no.. no.. no..) Hehe Bila hari raya ah.. kan beraya arah umah nya ku haha. Afta do you mind if I post her picture on my blog. Sebagai kenangan ku, koleksi ku, angan2 ku. Sal ia cute so my blog will be cute too lah :P hahaha nada dih, I don’t want her daddy to belasah me setahi mengambil gambar anak nya. Oyeah last but not least be happy lah, smile your day. Btw you’re a happy girl, ko geng si aqib kan.. aqib tu one crazy hyper kid jua. So that’s make you same too.

To Afee: wait wait… not “To afee”. About Afee. SEE I was Right! She’s super hyper, I just chatted with her in less than one hour and my MSN was scrolling down very fast because of her enthusiastic replies. Hahaha. Told you I’m going to post about you. To guys out there, she’s so Friendly, and kuat menyanya. She add me last hours ago on MSN, and the first thing she said to me:

“Whoohooooooooo,

Siapa nie nah?”

That was a comedy lah, Her name was on her nick, her website was tagged in her personal message. Cali jua tu haha, so I was being clever and I said that she’s being lame haha but I was just kiddin. But seriously she is hilarious person lah.  

Ngalih ku kan tido ku dulu nanti ku menyambung cerita saya.

Firstly, I want to say Alhamdulillah, My website, page, blog or whatever you guys name this page is back online. For several days my website was down, as my last post stated, I had some difficulties with Blogger. So I decided to move to a new platform which is from Blogger to WordPress. WordPress is not actually new to me. As I know WordPress back in 2004. I neglected to use WordPress because I find the control panel is very arduous then Blogger. Blogger template is also easy to edit then WordPress which they use mainly .PHP file. I decided to take another level and try out the WordPress 2.1.1 with my own SQL database, although not knowing will it be a success or not.

It took me 2hrs to read the WordPress instruction, since I want to use my own domain name and server. At first I have no idea what is a Database, SQL. Unfortunately I have no friends that I can actually help me that time. So from the bottom of my heart, I have to say I was really lost. With a lot of patience, and hope on me, I tried the steps one at a time. The first trial was sadly end up with appalling result. I had to redo again from step 1. Alhamdulillah, my second attempt it was successful.

The sakai-ness

[Updated from last Tuesday night] 
“him and i had our peer teaching together yesterday morning. it went well, thank god! haha we thought that the comments by the lecturer ain’t that bad! well, not as “pedas” as the group that did their peer teaching last Tuesday, which, according to some, the lecturer’s comments were “ouch”…

AND considering him and i only borrowed our Big Book on Tuesday morning haha. ONE DAY before our peer teaching! haha and we only did the lesson plan on Tuesday night… AND the lecturer told us to prepare ONE WEEK before our peer teaching, but we only prepared it in just a few hours haha. AND i was satisfied with it… i hope we have decent marks though…

Lid, we rock! kalau orang mau buat assignment last minute, blajar dari kami ah :p” 

Taken from Dk’s Blog. Post dated on Thursday, March 15, 2007.
“Him” on her post was referring to Me.

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Insyallah, I’ll be creating a wish list page and Gallery soon, so just regularly check on my page ok.
I usually post very long, because I like to post very long :P

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Below are some photos taken on last Sunday, during my cousin wedding ceremony at Kg. Telisai.
(Khalid aka Boy (my sepupu) with Wudiwi)