Alid Misli

Yesterday was her day

Yesterday was her day; yeah it was her special day. I pretend not to know, I pretend not to remember. I lie to myself and I lie to everyone. Yesterday was something that I call special to me too, well basically what I really mean is, I used to cherish the “yesterday” whenever it comes, wait till 12 midnight to send her the special words that I could only say one time in a year. Historically, last night was different. Although I still feel the breeze and chill of remembering the presence of her and the memoir that brings me close to her, but I kept in my mind, I’m still after all, very distant from her physically and emotionally. Although again, it’s all in the past, but I have no doubt saying, “I find irresistible not to love her.” Yeah, it unbelievable how this thing still coming in and out in my life. But I do believe it’s not an impossible matter that a human could occur. I’m a coward not to enlighten her with my soul words long time ago, but I’m also a fiasco not to tell her until now. “Let the past be the past, let the future be the future”. I’m moving on but it will take me several years more to get a new breathing. Infatuation do occur along the way, but the past memoir of soreness always breakdown it from continuing the worship.

So Dear Afta, I’m really proud of you, your more stronger than me right *Wink*. Thank you for taking my words the other day Afta. And please don’t delete your blog, if not I’ll chase you in MD with my shotgun ready to kill you. Ok that’s lame haha. Continue what I’m saying here, season falls and come back, just like human feelings, so I guess it’s not wrong to post something like this once a while. And I’m not the only one who’s experiencing this agenda of sitcom on this world. At least I’m not alone with this being alone and missing the past. Oyeah, Talking about the past, I miss the past more than I want to proceed in the future. If I have a time machine, I wish to go back, the month of February 2005. That’s the sweetest memoir that really had occurred in my life. Oh well, what the hack I’m still waiting for my holiday. My so-called three months holiday. I’m also waiting friends from Loughbrough University, ManchUni, Some friends in Cardiff, oh well everywhere lah, as long there not here right now. Yeap I’m looking forward to see them this June/July. Ok that’s all from my sensation I guess.

Yesterday

Feeling the breeze inside of me, had force me to go out alone last night. Yes I’m also having my fever moment. So last night I decided to go to Yayasan Complex and went to the Photo Shop? Or whatever you called it, to print my photos. The photos are pictures of Kartika and us to be placed into her present. Literally I stole her pictures from her friendster. Com’ on, remember my laptop hard disk is formatted 100%, and I lost everything. Continue, I bought her present one week before her birthday last 28, February. Due to busy-ness of work and assignments I have no time to furnish her present and decided to give her today, Yeap, today the 27 of March. Gosh that’s a month. After printing the pictures, I decided to watch 300 at Seri Qlap Cineplex. Amazingly, a lot of my juniors from SMSAB are working there. I manage to talk with my friend fadhilah, who’s working behind the candy bar section. And I asked her if Cineplex is owned by the mall Cineplex, she replied no, it’s the same owner of Empire, MVISION. Oh well, that’s a knowledge that I gain yesterday. I did assign for the Seri Qlap membership, it’s free.

Some funny things happen while I was registering the Seri Qlap Cineplex membership. I ask her something simple and obviously it’s a stupid question that I really know the answer, I just want to ask her a question to briefly connect with her like just to be friendly as human. So I ask her in English language “So will I be given a membership card or pass?” seriously it simple and it’s a yes. There’s this huge picture of how the membership card look like hehe. Guess what, she had replied to me.. Jeng-Jeng “Boleh ko cakap melayu?” haha ok fine. Maybe my English aren’t that good. Or maybe she’s just can’t literally understand what I’m trying to say. Or maybe she’s just being cute. Fullstop.

The Show

I was 30 minutes early, my show 300 starts at 9:20pm, so I decided to have a dinner or whatever you called it, so I went to Jollibee, and ordered 1 fries cheese N’ Beef and 1 Bitz cookies and cream icecream lah.. Demam tapi makan ice cream I rockers! LoL. The Guy that entertain me lagi cali, he talk fast, like a gosh berdosa eh, oh well it’s hard to understand and hear properly. Never mind about him. Back to the show, went to Cinema one. But before that, I bought chessels and coke. The 1^st trailer was ok, it’s the pursuit of happiness. The 2^nd trailer was super CRAZY! Jangan tengok belakang movie. I was sitting on the F6 row, my row was empty beside me alone, and my front and back row are empty, except the third row in the end of the cinema is filled with some people. I honestly speaking, I was terrified. Haha. But then the 300 movie started. I like the movie. I just like it. Enough said. Oh before that I forgot, I visit the Cds and DVDs store, I wanted to buy this Korean series, My Lovely Sam soon and Princess hours. I might buy My girl and Full house again. My sis left her Full house at Aussie, and My girl, the last two discs is not that really in a good condition. Just for my own collections, and waste some $$ I guess. I’ll buy the Sam Soon and Princess hours 1^st, then go buy the old series. Oyeah I have bought the Arang Movie, now there’s this new movie called the perfect couple and Lee Dong Wook is acting. His my favorite Korean actor, although his lame in crying. I’ll try to post something on my favorite’s celebrities someday.

Back Home

Chat with Shafs for a moment, and before I went to bed, I decided to package kartika’s present.

Today

I went to UBD, just to send few notes at my friends and gave Kartika’s her present. Then off me to visit the doctor to get Medical certificates. Oyeah sadly, demam demam ku, I become my sis driver. I have to pick her at RIPAS every day; Ripas become her school this two months. Isn’t that sweet~ LOL ok as usual I leave you guys with some photos. PS: Mind my boxer Thank You