An Act of (Genuine) Kindness

Officer: “Hey, I submitted your name.”
Me: “Submitted my name for?”
Officer: “Full name I give them.”
Me: *In disbelief*

I owe a lot of people these days. Sometime people help us without us actually realising or knowing it. They knew it won’t work; but they still choose to try. They do not know your full name, but they make time and effort to search for it.

These people are those I wish to remember and work with. They don’t stop, block or hinder a potential. But they are open, enable support, and motivate  potential. These people are the ones I always remember and cherish. They inspires me to be a better person.  It doesn’t really matter if it will work or not, but their act of genuine kindness is the real deal. Thank You from the bottom of my heart.

In return, I can only pray to The Almighty, to kindly bless them with greatness and prosperity..

Heart of A Teacher

It would be nice if educators can only be educators; focusing on transmitting 21st century education and skills to our children. It would be a perfect environment if all the secondaries jobs could be handle by the non teaching staff. More non-teaching staff such as accountants, student nurse, technician would benefit our school. It would open more for jobs. It will help teachers to focus the primary task. Easy say? but something must be done. Last year in few weeks, some teachers had the opportunity to be attached to the elite schools. Yes, adapting their academic factors is important for best practices; but why can’t us accept and learn from their management facilities? A full time bursar, etc. Less admin work, more time for student attention.

Some school infrastructural is inadequacy. Its beautiful, but not adequate for function. A very high student-teacher ratio is in fact (sometime) due to the lack of rooms available in school. Then comes the no. of teachers. This may not be suffered by all schools; but think about the some. No conference room? No parking spaces for teachers? No adequate field and tracks for sports activities etc. Little that we care, this facilities is actually important. We teachers hoped and waited and can only envy for those schools who have already got it. Once a while we also pray for it.

Crying for budget. We love money to buy resources. But we are limited due to understanding the money issues. But sometime, we school require more and at urgency. Sometime we are lucky; sometime we waited. Waited for the Photocopy machine to be fixed for years. In some districts it wont really matter; but for some we had to catch a ferry which cost about 8$ for the round trip. But we did this because for our students. Other words, help and give us what we need, for the best of our school at speed and we will be at efficient too.

Management and Program. I think teachers does not mind it at all, until it is too much. Too much until we barely remember the meaning of being in the class. I think they want us to be great on being a leader and practicing all the leadership values, tools and skills. Seriously who doesnt? But sometime, its not the teachers that need to be upgraded or fix. Its the environment that prohibited and hindered our potential. We can do just about anything until resources, environment slow us down. We did try our best out of anything and everything we have, but it is not enough to push to our students excellency. If some then say, governments schools are spoiled, well thats ok. Because its all meant for our students, Brunei’s future and simply not for our own personal wealth.

Passionate teachers, we may need to stay hungry, stay foolish and be more stronger. After all we are not alone. :D Someone said to me, as long as we are happy working together in schools that’s all matter. If you dont have heart, can’t handle and accept some of these hardship; you may check out for the benefit of all. (The last sentence is the MOST advise i got from MOE’s retired directors.. ALL about Heart of the teacher! haha, but true.)

Hurts – Unspoken (Not Official Music Video) and Lyrics

Lyrics: Unspoken by Hurts (Album: Happiness; 2010)

I think we’ll never change
and our hearts will always separate.
Forget about you
I’ll forget about you.
The things we never say
Are better often left alone.
Forget about you
I’ll forget about this time.

But it’s the same old situation
We made it through this far.
We watched the rockets kiss the sky.
I saw the flames burn out in your eyes.

Nothing that I do
Will ever be enough for you
Whatever I do, whatever I do.
Take me as I am
I’ll never be the other man.
Forget about you
I’ll forget about this time.

So won’t you save this conversation
And find a better time?
Don’t you ever understand
That if it hurts I’ll do whatever I can?

And if it’s set in motion
I’ll watch it all pass by.
And leave the rest unspoken
I’ll never change my mind.

Leave it unspoken, leave it unspoken,
Leave it unspoken, leave it unspoken now. (x4)

So just let me go
I won’t change my mind.
I’d rather be lonely
Than be by your side.
and nothing you say
Could save us this time.
I’d rather be lonely.

If Chris Pine rides a BMW X5, I want a BMW X5 too

Laugh as hard as you can! Seriously with this pay rate I have, (haha) yes definitely a laughable item. But nothing is impossible, so I’ll just try my best to brain-wash one of my siblings and my dad who soon and someday gets his original pay grade back to his famously once renown great shopping expenses. Wahaha, In your dream LID!

Simply wanting to update Chris Pine’s rides. He previously own Honda S2000. Last seen using Porsche 911 too. He did BMW Commercial ad played during super bowl. So technically & I bet he gets great discount and price for the Beemer!. wahaha (evil laugh). Enjoy my fav. hollywood cast and BMW X5 while he shop at Gelson’s the Super market, Hollywood (20/11/2011). Btw, I’m still wondering when will I ever visit Hollywood?

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Hurts – Stay (Official Music Video) and lyrics

Today, I’m officially Hurts biggest fan! Awesome duo! Live forever, live your music forever! May someday I’ll meet them. God bless the duo!

Lyrics: Stay by Hurts (Album: Happiness; 2010)
Album: Happiness
My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel.
Know I try to tell you that I need you.
Here I am without you.
I feel so lost but what can I do?
‘Cause I know this love seems real
But I don’t know how to feel.

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Alright, everything is alright
Since you came along
And before you
I had nowhere to run to
Nothing to hold on to
I came so close to giving it up.
And I wonder if you know
How it feels to let you go?

You say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

So you change your mind
And say you’re mine.
Don’t leave tonight
Stay.

Say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away.
Stay, stay.
‘Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay.

Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay, stay, stay, stay with me.